Gone

I'm gono be gone real soon

I'm gono miss you to death

There will be lonely nights

Along with looking at the stars

Hoping you are too

Thinking of our good times

Wishing i was there for more

But while im here i'll be all yours

To talk, to hold, to love

So hold me while im here

And dont let go

Cause babe i dont wanna leave

But you know that i have to

Alone

It seems so lonely here

As im the only soul

It's time for me to move on now

I've been solo far to long

Waiting for your touch again

But its really hard

Knowing ill never know you again

The way i did before

We were the best of friends

Now only to be bitter enemies

Your friends presented my fears

The rumors assured the end

I am alone in here

And it's time to be happy again

Childish

I miss my childish fears

The boogy man and monsters in my closet

Now i have new found worries

One being love

Love is great while you have it

But its been taken away

She didnt want it

But she had to let me go

It feels so lonely now

I need her here

Holding me

Kissing me

Talking me down

Why cant i just be a kid again?

Looking Back

I was looking back on the things today

Realized how you played me as a fool

Acted with love

When beneath was hate

You lied, you hurt, but...

You helped

I learned from you

Lessons which i'll never forget

Youve forgotten about the good days

I've tried for the last few months

Maybe its because i cared

Was suprised that you would dare

You deserve the award for best of the worst

Cause you were the best for me

But the worst to get over

Why It's Sad

The chaser was bitter

Snapped back like a whip

Ripped into my chest

As you had my heart

You tell of your love

But dont want to hear it from me

I see the smile i missed

But its different

Days of ignorance

Hours of anger

Seconds of silence

And moments of wonder

All wasted on a lie

A secret from my ears

I longed to make you happy

But it was all pointless

Remember

Remember the good times

Cause they have ended

Remember the kind words

As they fall silent

Think about the highs and the lows

Of love and hate

We went through them all

Like a twisting road

We hit a pot-hole

And now we are in the gutter

Cause its all over

No bandages to heal

No morphine to pleasure

Just hurt and scars

Through The Bitter Pill

So the bitter pill has passed

Do you feel the difference now?

I still feel the longing,

Lonely feeling of a dieing heart

The pain of the pill

That affected my soul

Ripped my thoughts between

What was good for me

And what i wanted for you

The pain is leaving

As painful as it may seem

I can feel it escaping

Bleeding

So you ripped off my bandage

Let me bleed from this wound again

You promised you would be different

But now its turning out all the same

The white wrap hits the ground

As does my tear beside it

You have a good thing

So you like to watch it bleed

But I wont bleed forever

I'll try to stay here for you

I bet you break my heart

And I bet you go on just fine

But remember im still gono be here

Holding the blood and tears back

Still waiting for you

What Have I Done?

I'm sorry for what ive done

Even though i dunno what it is

Im sorry for the thigns ive said

Even though ive been silent

Im sorry for the things i did

Even though i have done nothing

Why can't you just tell me whats wrong

You lead me along

Just letting me guess the problems

But i cannot see any

I see it in your eyes

Your furious with me

You say you just need time

Why can't it just be that easy?